emotive vignette 1

Inhale.

I see you by the tree, staring at the geese, ducks,  fishes, and couples as I

Exhale.

slowly pass without a word without a smile just a fleeting glance to mark

my passing full of regret sorrow and doubt that i am who i want to be in this moment

Inhale.

But the moment is insignificant. See the bigger picture, see the future happiness you are working for, I tell myself. Deja la vida volar, you'll find your rumbo and reach your destination in time, some time.

Exhale.

pero it's not so sencillo when i'm thinking like this caught up like this feels like it won't happen again and i'm letting it go can't sleep can't think or even breathe when i'm passing by too nervioso

Inhale.

L'amour is just a feeling--an imagined sensation--and it's easy to get caught up, wound up, in the throes of el amor. Stop. Assess. Breathe. Reassess. Control this emotional cadenza, restrain its élan.

Exhale.

ya no puedo con esta experiencia i'm losing the vínculo to la realidad and el lenguaje just viscerality emotionality and essentiality remain en mi ser i'm el reflejo of the yearning to be(come)

Inhale.

A minor. C-sharp minor. D minor. C minor. Arpeggiated whistles and broken mental chords, uncanny combinations of the greats. Memories I've never had resurface and fade to obvious rincones of my mind.

Exhale.

raison d'être

Inhale.

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Exhale.